The inner workings of my mind.

My name is Ethan Hyatt and the things that go on in my mind would astound most people mostly because I am now sharing them completely. I have only experienced true happiness once in my life and it was taken away by my own stupidity and pride.Now all that is left is sorrow and hope that I will find another true happiness with someone new. I wish the person I actually wanted was able to forgive me for the actions I have committed but sadly it is a lost cause.I do have a specific person who I would like to try starting a new relationship with but sadly she is also very confused and I do not ever wish to make her do something she wouldn't want to do so I will be a friend as I am always a friend until made an enemy. I will end my first blog with this. If you are reading this and you think it's about you then please tell me. Thank you. Sincerely, Ethan Trent Hyatt